Why do you stare?

I'm back again to a place I just can't get out of
I'm falling again, drowning soul without love
Is it that I can't see what's given to me
Or is it real that there's no one but me?
I'm all alone, again
It's all been done, again
When I was climbing up the hill
I didn't see the way I'd fall down
When I finally had the will
It all just came crashing down

When everyone around me, doesn't seem to care
I just want someone to show me, that I'm really there
Don't ignore me
Don't look at me
Don't scrutinize me
Why do you stare at me?