Just in Case (Sorry but Goodbye)

Just in case
I fade away
If by chance
I will be gone
Let me say
Just in case
My life is done
And I am gone

I love you all
First and most of all
I am aware
That you all care
I've stayed alive
All this while
Only for you
Not me at all

I tried and tried
But still did cry
My disease
Is all it is
I fight all day
To chase thoughts away
I don't even know
Why I feel so low

I know you're all here
And you love me very dear
If only I could
Explain to you, I would
The pain I feel inside
Is mine and only mine

Just in case
I do not wake
Let me say
Just for my sake
If I do somehow fall
None is your fault at all

But rather you've kept me safe
In my world of self-hate
You've been my light
Through my stormy night
If I have lived so far
It's only because you saw
The love and care you gave
Nothing could ever replace
You have a special place
Deep in my heart
And we'll always stay
Never far apart

This world is cruel
As we all know
I cannot take
Anything more
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
How many times
Can I say
I never meant to hurt
But I just can't stay

Just in case
I fade away
If by chance
I will be gone
Let me now say
That I do pray
I push on through
And keep moving on

But if my life is done
And I am long before gone
What you've given me
It's love I've seen
I do rejoice
For where I've been
My page ends here
I hope not in tears
I love you dear